Hi hi from my local. Got home at 9, took one look at my laptop, covered in deadlines, and put my coat on and walked down the street to a beer and poutine.

Leave it with me guys, these weak blog posts will soon over, but I’m so wiped and this is posted from my phone and I. Am. Burnt. Out.

Know how I recently said “but what else is there to do but work, really”? That’s still so true, but think I’m going to be forced to find out, because this schedule of mine has finally caught up with me, and I had a couple good health scares this week that I can’t just phft away like before.

And that cliche, “you have nothing without your health” I finally understand. And take back all those eye rolls. I got lucky, and am as tough and resilient as it gets, excel at sleep deprivation, but even still, can’t get away with it anymore; I finally found the edge of the envelope.

Luckily though, that also means I heal like Wolverine, but I think the reset button will have to include a scaling back, planned down time, hippie things like massages and vegetables, plus, regular exercise. My mind is suffering, and without a clear, strong imagination well, that’s where all of this comes from.

Over the years I’ve noticed a pattern that, if I type it out here, it helps it come true…

I wish to return to gymnastics.

There’s an exercise I can get excited about. Plus the competition element.

Until then, kk let’s modify this life of mine, add some balance. Because all this busyness, these 3 job madness, has also made me realize that I’ve lost my way a little and forgot this blog is supposed to be the epicentre.

Lastly, hope it’s a good one because it’s Thursday night, best night of the week!

xo thanks for always checking in, means more than you realize.